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Before leaving for SYF rehearsal 2 weeks ago. hannah. lynette. feeza.

i don't know what's happening. The feeling that i once thought it will never ever come back, is back. and that's bad.

sometimes, i feel like everything in my life is rocking like hell and i love it so.
but then again. at times. it sucked till i wished when i sleep, i would never wake up again. and that's how i felt before and currently, now.

Yeap, sometimes, the stuffs i wished for will never come true. if i badly wish for it. it comes, the opposite. it's like as if im wishing upon a wistful star. and i jolly well know that i, AM wishing to a wistful star. those type that actually curse people instead of granting wishes.

hah. i always hope for happy stuffs to happen on each and single day. but nah, the opposites will come.

perhaps.imaginary. imaginative. imaginaring.

just plain hallucinations. compiled from the best parts of my memories.

random: i prefer oldies. [90s] not much of fancy towards nowadays songs. perhaps just rock. punk rock.




"heartbrokened? me? can't be. the heart wasn't whole in the first place."